14 weeks ago we waved goodbye whilst daddy had to go under the sea. I knew it was going to be hard really hard i remember when i dropped him off to the train station i said goodbye and drove off i looked strong in front of him but as i drove round the corner the realisation hit in of me being on my own with 3 children, the tears rolled down my face the lump in my throat was making it hard for me to breath. I walked through my door i took a deep breath in and said 5 words HOLLY YOU CAN DO THIS, and i was bloody right i did it, yes i screamed a little more yes it was bloody hard but i did it and i did it well i got through the summer holidays, the busiest season at work and i did all of this on my own.
Today 17th September butterflies were in my tummy i felt like a school girl again, i knew he was coming home. This time waiting at the train station there were no tears there was lots of excitement, relief i could finally breath again. The boys face were the happiest i have seen them. I was unsure how Roux would be, he has been glued to my hip the last 3 months not wanting to go to anyone else. He shouted dadddddyyyy and his face lit up, he has given him about 100 kisses and so happy to be back in his dads arms. As for Luca the picture i will post with this blog sums up how he feels the love he has for his daddy is like no other. I know he looks at his dad like he is the most amazing superhero with every special power there could possible be.
Tonight we will sleep well our family is back i could not be more happier.
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